My weedy seed

You- my PRECIOUS SEED!

The seed that is rooted in the deepest place of my heart!

Growing with the darkness of absence,

Growing with the brightness of memories,

Nurtured with the showers of breaths…

My expectation for you, my seed,

Is,

To grow up into a strong wine

And tangle me with passion

And paralyze my blowing mind,

With your presence

And,

Your mind again to be devoted for me…

But,

You just suck my strength and peace of my mind -

You just stuck my heart -

You don’t move – You- SENSELESS MAN!

And… your neutrality makes me

An ice berg..

An ice berg…

An ice berg….

You... You WEED!!!

REALIZATION

Just realized;

I have loved,

times to come,

than the moments

we've spent together..

The reason I can't stop

these fountains' overflow...

The reason I've dreamt about you!

Just realized 

that, all one can hold on to, is

only

you and yourself!

Yes,

Things change

and it's the only thing

that never changes!

I try to kill dreams!

Tear on the earth

I watch,

How you step away

to build your castle

without me...

I wish you good luck!

Turning to earth,

I try,

to not let the tear get down,

realizing

the dreams I nourished

for a future with you

are meant to be shattered...

Attempts fail.

Heavy tears wash away the cheeks

they spark

and fall on the earth.

The earth stands still...

DREAM...

Dream, 

it will boost you to achieve what you deserve...

Dream,

it will keep away the gloomy clouds of your life,

from you!

Dream,

it's always far better than the reality

because you are free to dream!

Yet,

Dream,

and dream,

and work hard to achieve your DREAM!

Soul-mate Celebration

The war ended...

An unexpected text message
to someone well known but personally hated...

The circuit meets on the next day...
I never thought that you'd be my soul-mate...

Just two months and fifteen days to the A/L exam,
Tension and attention..
You expressed your love amidst mountains of barriers..
I accepted you as my soul-mate...

Monsoon rains came and went,
Springs and Winters came and went,
Once again it's 26th of May,
Trees are bearing billions of flowers,
for you and me...
The air is filled with
Compassion, romance and fragrance,
The breeze brings best wishes,
for you and me...

Three years have passed,
We have grown with a love
that's sweet and strong,
We have grown so closer,
We can not be fallen apart...
We have changed,
We can not keep wrath so long...
This is how the love changed us, together...

You and me forever for no reason,
Other than,
An unspecified reason...

As long as I see,
As long as I speak,
As long as I breathe,
I simply want to share my life with you...
Because you are everything to me!

Me and the breeze...

After long awaited nine months, on one beautiful morning in the end of blooming month of April god has gifted me to my ammi and thaththi. May be because I am their first child, that's how they see my birth. It has been twenty two years from my birth, and I am growing up with so many pleasant and unpleasant experiences..

Life is not a bed of roses, life neither is a hell of bad luck. It has not always been nice to me, vice versa, it has never been so painful. Life is something lovely and unpredictable. That's how my eyes see the life. Thankful to my beloved parents, sister and all near dear ones, I am standing strongly before the challenges I faced in my life. As a chin-up girl. :)

This blog; AUTUMN BREEZE will be a space where I share my thoughts, happiness, sorrow, failures, victories and any other interesting/bitter circumstance I come across in my life. Come, open up your hands to feel the fresh "Autumn Breeze".

And feel free to give your feed back because that will be a strength for me to develop my breeze!